fuaaaaaah..
hidup selalu bermain-main dengan kita ^^ contohnya aja, sewaktu kita baru hepi-hepinyaaa, eh tau-tau adaa aja yg terjadi yang bikin suasana jelek :p hahaha, sudah hampir setahun aku ‘dipermainkan’ oleh nasib dan takdir yang seakan-akan belom puas membalas karmaku :p but heeey, kayaknya udah kelewatan deeeeh, mo dibalas brapa kali lipat sih =( setaon selalu ngerasa takut~sedih~marah setiap saat. n it’s not getting better at all ^^ emang bayar utang harus selalu pake bunga ya ^^
ada beberapa hal yang biarpun kita sudah berulang-ulang kali mengalami, tetep aja rasanya sama, sakitnya ga berkurang sedikitpun.. contohnya seperti kakiku yang sering terkilir, biarpun uda berkali-kali, tetep aja waktu terkilir rasanya sakit, bahkan sewaktu aku jalan, rasanya selalu takut kalo kakiku terkilir, kebayang sakitnya.. kadang nangis kalo inget ga bakal bisa sembuh ^^
.. dan yang kurasakan selama ini pun sama seperti itu ^^ all of that thing.. forgiven, but not forgotten ^^
A: kemaren mengenang masa lalu dong brarti..
Me: kalo uda selesai baruuu dinamakan ‘mengenang’, lha wong selesai aja belom ^^
♪♫ I lick my wounds but I can never see them getting better.. Something’s gotta change.. Things cannot stay the same..♪♫
hahaha ^^ entah sampe kapan bisa tahan deh :p curhat jg ga da gunanya -_-
curhat ke A: ‘lagian kamunya yg bodo, mau-maunya digituin. uda ah, cape ngomongin kamu, ntar jg ujung-ujungnya luluh’
curhat ke B: ‘hmm, segitunya ya..’
curhat ke C: ‘berenti maen maen dengan hidupmu, dek’
yah, gitu-gitu aja deh pokoknya ^^
anywaaaaaaay, let’s just forget about that for a moment ^^
d r u r u r u r u r u r u r u m d u m d u u m d u u u m . . .
lagu untuk hari senin yang mendung ini adalaaah
Don’t Look Back in Anger ~ Oasis
hmm.. masih mengira-ngira maksud dari lagu ini :p ada yg tau? ^^
Lyric:
Slip inside the eye of your mind
Don’t you know you might find
A better place to play
You said that you’d never been
But all the things that you’ve seen
Slowly fade away
So I start a revolution from my bed
’cause you said the brains I have went to my head
Step outside ’cause summertime’s in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off you face
You ain’t ever gonna burn my heart out
And so Sally can wait
She knows it’s too late
As we’re walking on by
Her soul slides away
But don’t look back in anger
I heard you say
Take me to the place where you go
Where nobody knows
If it’s night or day
Please don’t put your life in the hands
Of a rock and roll band
Who’ll throw it all away
I’m gonna start a revolution from my bed
’cause you said the brains I have went to my head
Step outside ’cause summertime’s in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off you face
’cause you ain’t ever gonna burn my heart out
So Sally can wait
She knows it’s too late
As she’s walking on by
My soul slides away
But don’t look back in anger
Don’t look back in anger
I heard you say
At least not today
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